The Daring Miss Daniels

Hi there, I'm Faye and this is my Daring lil space on Tumblr.

I'm a little chubby thing with a BIG personality, a retired BBW pin up model, a wannabe photographer, underachiever, dreamer and hopeless romantic.
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When someone makes you the happiest person and the saddest person at the same time, that’s when it’s real. That’s when it’s worth something.

Since I started my diet I’ve been tired. I’ve been getting dizzy every time I work out and my depression came back full force. (I’ve been medicated for it for over a year and thing were good.) it had been three or weeks of telling my nutritionist/doc about it. I mentioned it every single week and she would say to wait it out that my body was just adjusting. Today I weighed in. I lost 2.5 pounds last week and when she asked me how I was feeling I said better and admitted I added more healthy carbs to my diet. She got mad, told me that was the wrong thing to do. Told me I should be getting all the carbs I need from all the protein I should be eating. She told me to stick to the diet as much as possible and that if I was tired it has to be something else. ????? The food I eat is literally the only thing I’ve changed. I worked out before this diet and both my health and my depression where fine. I start this diet and now I’m at a double dose of my medication and I feel like utter crap. After telling her that I want to feel healthy and be strong - that working out is important to me she said “well you don’t have to be here if you don’t want to be” - ???????? I did my best to explain that I wasn’t trying to fight with her. I’m there to do the work however I want to find a balance. I can’t just feel like shit all the time and that I was asking for advice. To which she reiterated everything she said previously…..really??? Lucky I didn’t tell her about my mega cheat meal the other day. Fuck. #kissmyfatass #balanceisbest #15Poundsdown #healthfirstbarbiebodynever

#tbt something from my website that @fossilfox should recognize

celiajoydarling:

celiajoydarling:
There is one thing that truly fills me with rage; when people refer to Amy Winehouse as “a train wreck”, “A bad role model” or worse “just a junkie”.
Yes, she was eccentric, she was bold, she used drugs, she was open about her eating disorders and her behavior was boozy, messy and chaotic. She was damn rock star. She walked about in blood-soaked ballet flats, her beehive held high.
From Jagger, to Jimmi Hendrix, to Kurt Cobain, to Iggy Pop, to Lou Reed,  male stars  have used drugs, turned up on-stage drunk or high, got into fights, trashed hotel rooms, had ill-considered, public love-affairs, and made a great deal of chaos. Yet rarely has a female rock star indulged in this trend of chaotic living,  'messiness' of this sort has routinely spelt career death for any starlet! 
She was intelligent, self aware and a non conformist. She belted out her poetic lyrics with the strength and passion of a woman five times her size. Her lyrics were raw, honest and compelling. 'Rehab' ends with a confession that brings an unexpected, raw emotion to anyone who's ever tried to self-medicate for depression:
They said, I just think you’re depressedI said, yeah, baby, and the rest…It’s not just my prideIt’s just till these tears have dried.
She was emotionally anarchic, self-destructive and an unashamed. She had personal demons and issues and she was open, honest and public about them.
 Thinking any less of her because of her struggles, is simply an appalling disservice to not only Winehouse, but anyone who has lived/lives with addiction or mental health issues.

celiajoydarling:

celiajoydarling:

There is one thing that truly fills me with rage; when people refer to Amy Winehouse as “a train wreck”, “A bad role model” or worse “just a junkie”.

Yes, she was eccentric, she was bold, she used drugs, she was open about her eating disorders and her behavior was boozy, messy and chaotic. She was damn rock star. She walked about in blood-soaked ballet flats, her beehive held high.

From Jagger, to Jimmi Hendrix, to Kurt Cobain, to Iggy Pop, to Lou Reed,  male stars  have used drugs, turned up on-stage drunk or high, got into fights, trashed hotel rooms, had ill-considered, public love-affairs, and made a great deal of chaos. Yet rarely has a female rock star indulged in this trend of chaotic living,  'messiness' of this sort has routinely spelt career death for any starlet! 

She was intelligent, self aware and a non conformist. She belted out her poetic lyrics with the strength and passion of a woman five times her size. Her lyrics were raw, honest and compelling. 'Rehab' ends with a confession that brings an unexpected, raw emotion to anyone who's ever tried to self-medicate for depression:


They said, I just think you’re depressed
I said, yeah, baby, and the rest…
It’s not just my pride
It’s just till these tears have dried.

She was emotionally anarchic, self-destructive and an unashamed. She had personal demons and issues and she was open, honest and public about them.

Thinking any less of her because of her struggles, is simply an appalling disservice to not only Winehouse, but anyone who has lived/lives with addiction or mental health issues.

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Every time you show your feelings, you apologize. Have you ever had an emotion in your life that you weren’t ashamed of?
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Asker Anonymous Asks:
Faye im sorry your heart got broken again, i wish i knew you in real life so i can come over and hang out and make laugh, be strong you are a beautiful person
fayedaniels fayedaniels Said:

My heart is broken for a multitude of reasons - not because of a boy. Someone important to me is sick, another may be as well, there’s financial strain in my family due to this and I miss the one I thought would be my rock in times like these. Plus…. Polar bear :(.

There are a lot of things that are in flux - when it rains it pours.

Asker Anonymous Asks:
Would you consider sleeping with a guy who is significantly smaller in both height and weight? Because I want to, and I'm sure he does to, but I'm just nervous about it...
fayedaniels fayedaniels Said:

Every man I’ve ever slept with has been smaller than me. The man I’m with now is the thinnest person I’ve ever met. Honestly I don’t think size has anything to do with sex.

Everything is still in the same spots. Vaginas are the same size whether you’re fat or thin.

As long as there’s attraction between yourself and him there’s nothing to worry about. Your body is gorgeous and I’m sure he’ll enjoy every minute with you - as he should.

Haha - seriously - worst luck lately I have tons going wrong in my life so I decided to stay home today and ended up spilling liquid all over my NEW MacBook Pro.
Are you fucking kidding me? There’s 3k down the drain. (Made with @tweegram app)